Ever-Leaving Train

I gotta leave this freaking town
The atmosphere here brings me down
Lost my girl and job
Standing on the edge
For here I'm everybody's clown

I gotta pack my crap and catch
A train to flee this desolate patch
Tomorrow I shall leave it all
I gotta free my soul
From those logs that make me fall

My train is gone
My face is long
But next try
I'll be on time

Standing by the rails and know
Five minutes till that train will go
But just got an urge
That I run to still
Return and see just tail lights glow

Got up real early the next try
Hurry out but don't know why
Forgot all my cash
And while I haste back
Had one more left this train of mine