The Last Relief

Sometimes I sit and wonder
Sometimes I try to kill (myself)
Sometimes I can last no longer
No longer climb that hill (Walked the edge a thousand years)

Walked the edge a thousand years
Spent one million lonely tears
Full of grief and disbelief
I'm ready, ready for the last relief

If I would leave, just disappear
Would you be there, shedding a fucking tear?
No longer me, I'm halfway gone
Breathing deep, the end will come (end will come)

Walked the edge a thousand years
Spent one million lonely tears
Full of grief and disbelief
I'm ready, ready for the last relief

I need someone to save me (from myself)
Are you the one that can see (through myself)
I need someone to save me
Someone to lead the way
Are you the one that can see
Guide me, light my day

Hands on the trigger
Ready to try
Fear's getting bigger
Just watch me die
Hands on the trigger
Ready to try
Fear's getting bigger
Just watch me die

I need someone to save me (from myself)
Are you the one that can see (through myself)
I need someone to save me
Someone to lead the way
Are you the one that can see
Guide me, light my day

Hands on the trigger
Ready to try
Fear's getting bigger
Just watch me die
Hands on the trigger
Ready to try
Fear's getting bigger
Just watch me die

Watch me die