Thanks To You

I feel tired of all my expectations constantly getting ruined by her
Of all I ever wanted from life being guarded by some bloody unbreakable wall
Seems I'll never get there
Seems I'll never break through, thanks to you...

Suck my dry!
I give myself, my soul, my will
I give it all to you
Don't you dare let go
I give my life, my whole
I give it all to you!

Seems I'll never get there
Seems I'll never break through, thanks to you...
I feel cheated on my enthuasism over certain aims I've set
On the fundamental will to create
Seems I'm always held back by her distant ways
Seems she's pulling the leash every time I'm in need of a chase...

Suck my dry!
I give myself, my soul, my will
I give it all to you
Don't you dare let go
I give my life, my whole
I give it all to you!

I need her to break me
I like when she hates me
I know there's a comfort in fading
Vaguely declininng
The pulse rising high as she tightens the grip
The drought left behind as she empties it all...