Nothing

I've been in pain before, depressed right to the core
but never felt I'd welcome death
I feel like hammered shit, tearing my guts to bits
No will to draw another breath
I know eventually the dark will smother me
the end is not any doubt
Each day I wake in dread, wishing that I was dead
I'm dying from the inside out

I don't wanna feel nothing anymore
Life is like an open sore

choking on my despair, beyond what I can bear
Diseased by my impurities, the taste of my defeat
the tang of self deceit. Darkness is all that I can see

No light find me, no fire to illuminate me.
broken, frozen, no more hope for my redemption
so lost, twisted, caught up striking out at shadows
Infecting me with doubt, leeching the poison out
sucking the hope right from my heart
Inside I'm sick with rot. Self hate is all I got
The dark is tearing me apart!

You will beg upon your knees.

SO sick and so degraded, I feel so fucking jaded.
My veins so twisted and black
there's no fucking passage back
I curse the reality, my soul stinks of leprosy

Hollow... Nothing left inside...