Utopia (English version)

This illusion made me live again
alone in my foolish madness
wishing to die
cause you are not here by my side

I am too weak
and my life is now fading away
I wish I could finally understand
watching your eyes someday.

I must forget this crazy dream
and I don't know
what this will mean to me.

You know my love
You are the reason
for loosing my soul
I am burning in hell
falling down a deep hole.

Reality is a nightmare
that is killing me
I must finally find
How to bring you to me.

If you come
may be time will heal my heart
deep inside
you are still the one I am waiting for.
I do know what I had
and what I'll never have

How long will I live
without your love...