The Healing

Pennies for your thoughts. My dreams are always dead to me. I've always needed the push from my family. I'm making I never could keep. I'm looking back on everything that I thought I would need. How crazy it all seems to find what your life could always be. If you want it so bad, I'll show you what it means to me.
I'm finding ways without ever starting. I'm always trying to find where I fit in their lives.
Back and forth on top I'm always leaving things behind. I'm always finding out how to live life like a lie.
I'm always trying to find myself.