Indecisions (Part III)

I’m flowing unconscious... I’m hoping for a sign...
I think ”Am I secure in this filthy sheets? (Formerly they were wanted)
Here am I yours?” Only and always in a dream of eternal yearning...
Frustration it’s growing... her black dress it’s hidden upon shades (of death’s eyes)
Then lights turn to darkness and from the dusk finally, you appeared...
Shall I awake for life? It’s forbidden...
Iím drowning in infinity-shared oblivion...
Touch me... hold me... one more time...
Will... I ever awake for life... (I fear)... but after all...
A world of silence became in a filthy sin (the dreams of yearning)
A land of pleasures fading and the mirror of reality with it
Will I see you again...
Shall I awake for life? It’s forbidden...
Iím drowning in infinity - shared oblivion...
Touch me... hold me... one more time...