Morning Tremble

No quite there yet
The toxin is still affecting my system
I always neglect my own condition

The agony and misery are about to kick in
Seems like sobriety ain't my best friend

Slowly I return out of this gaze
My head aches in awful ways
My body's scabbed and bruised
But no memories to recall
And explain the abuse

What did I do
What did I say
Was I rude did I misbehave
Try to recall and fill the blanks above
Hope I didn't disappoint the ones I love

Trying to reconstruct a,d fill the blanks
Within my stunned mind
Only one thing is for sure
Last night must have been one hell of a time

This ignorance triggers the feeling of shame and blame
So sick of being the obnoxious one
I dread what I've become

What did I do
What did I say
Was I rude did I misbehave
Try to recall and fill the blanks above
Hope I didn't disappoint the ones I love