In A Hurry

sorrow - no hope to escape
crashing - disintegrating brain
making false odds, why am I so brave?
sideway motion - deforming shape
time stopped by the collision
metalic smell reach my nose
my ears are hit by sudden noise
trying to focus my blured vision

liquid warmth of my blood on my skin
painful punch from the airbag on my chin
thoughtless, foolish decision is my sin
unable to say goodbye to the beloved and to the hated

stepping out from the vehicle
confused by the happening
any movement seems like a miracle
people are approaching

the world 'round falls apart
screams resonate in the far
witnesses not watching me
staring closely to my car

liquid warmth of my blood on my skin
painful punch from the airbag on my chin
thoughtless, foolish decision is my sin
unable to say goodbye to the beloved and to the hated

I turn back to where they gaze
spot my own lifeless face
realize there I lie
I know the reason why...