Demonic Embrace

Manipulated by unconscious rage... My
Demons! Hate is the whole of my existence.
Repulsed by the weakness I see. Driven to
Violence by the force of... The demons
Lurking within me. Walls around my
Defenses... Are distorting all I perceive. A
Slave to my psychic demons, I bend to their blackened desires.

I feel so defenseless. Unable to stop my
Descent, deeper into the darkness of
Damaged emotional schemes. Blinded by
The colluded enmeshment of darkness
And light. I long for the chill of the
Darkness and damn the existence of light.

Stagnant in this existence, I am an agent of
Hell. Unaware of my need to wallow in
Degradation, blinded by the colluded
Enmeshment of darkness and light. I long
For the chill of the darkness and damn
The existence of light.

Lost in a haze of denial... Exacting
Revenge on the world. Self-inflicted
Aggression... Meant to destroy what I
Feel. Claw in vain for the fragments... of
My blessed ignorance frightened by the
Awareness... Of my reality

Manipulative!... Exploitative!

I feel so defenseless to rage against my
Demons empowered by the desire to free
My eternal soul. Thriving on the death
Of sadistic domination. I crushed your
Regin with unmatched brutality. Piss on
You motherfucker! Begging at my feet.
Fuck you you're nothing I've finally
Broken free...