She Loves Me Not

I'm so sick of this emotion, and the torment that it brings - Drawn in by its illusion; Just a song the siren sings - I've crashed full force upon your shores - I am strewed upon your beach - I hold your body close to me, But your heart is out of reach - She loves me! She loves me not! - It's tearing me apart - Like a sentimental parasite feeding off my heart - She loves me! She love me not! - Will this ever end - I swore I'd never let another seep under my skin - You infest my dreams and fantasies - A nervousness inside of me - Left waiting with anxiety for something that may never be - There is no second chance my love - No running back to me - Your prayers they all were answered, but you were too blind to see - I dwell on flaws, your imperfections - As I fan the (these) flames of hate - A change of heart a perfect kiss; My dear it's much too late