If You're Watching

I think I've found what I'm looking for - Behind those eyes an open door - That vacant stare which I adore - I'm your slut, and you're my whore - Spare yourself the aching heart and spare yourself the pain - Let us just makebleive it's yesterday again - And mother if you're watching, look away - And mother if you're wondering, but don't know what to say - Mother if you're watching, look away ... just look away - I think I found what I'm looking for - So hit the lights and shut the door - Listen carefully here's the socore - I'm your slut, and you're my whore - Spare yourself the aching heart - And spare yourself the shame - Let us just make believe it's yesterday again - And mother if you're watching, look away - And mother if you're wondering, but don't know what to say - Mother if you're watching, look away - It sometimes make me sick inside - Ashamed of a life that I must hide - I know you'll never understand - I'm sorry there's no wedding band - But deep inside there's still that child - Innocent in a world gone wild - Obedient of your moral code - Scarred by a Christian overload - But still I live by truth and love - I still have hopes in the above - I still have interest in the cross - But mother if your listening...... shut if off