Apostate

Never again I wish to see you bleeding,
Wandering around the impatient betrayal.
Wonder is confused and pierced with needles
And sparks of the ice. I’ve never thought it’s real.

Sacrifice me to the stars,
Immolate me to the flames.
I don’t want my scars
To forget your names.

I drilled holes in a holy icon,
Didn’t see a thing behind.
(Have) woken up a crapulent orphan
Without Heavenly Father.