Let It Out

So 5 years later. Man it feels like less than that tonight. It almost feels like you passed on just yesterday. All I know is that I still feel so fucking lost and so fucking confused. I just want everything to be like it was before that day. It's time to move on with my life time to stop running from the past. And I know nothing I can do will ever bring you back. It's time to move on with my life time to stop running from the past but with every step forward I will never forget. There are times when all I want is something to take it all away. And on those days I feel like a sieve and I let everything flow straight though me. Besides the way I always felt everything flows straight though except for the same emptiness I always felt. I know nothing I can do will ever bring you back. It's time to stop running from my past it's time to move on with my life. I have broken down. I have built myself back up. I have worn masks to mask my masks from myself and to this very day I want to shut my eyes. Shut it all out push it away. But I don't have to have my guard up anymore. I've wasted too much time and I can't wait forever. It's time to move on time to move on time to move and let it all out.