Striving For Antipathy

Which seems to shine
Hailing nihil!
Still striving for antipathy
Still longing
For lasting solitude eternally
Disdain
Dislike
Distance
Trampling down humanity and morals
Hailing nihil!
The spirit of intolerance in me
Still striving for antipathy
Confrontation
Contradiction
Consummation
Strong weapons carrying this mind
This endless tunnel
Ruling all life in a funeral
An immanent shadow
Your worthless life
A killing intelligence
Broken glass and cryptic stench
Still carrying this fighaistat
A beast inside is attacking
Thrilled by millions of dead
Shallowbrained and double-faced
Nihil my god
Antipathy my love
This is an eternal path
To my brutal tyranny
Still striving for antipathy
A strife for endless nothingness
Being fiendish
And claiming grimness
Betrayed
Beheaded
Being immortal